This year was a tough year with a lot of big decisions and mental workload.
I am not sure, if and how I could have changed the situation to not to be in this situation.
I lost a year of useful study, as I not even can take over the grades from my degree.
Working in a job I am really good at and people exploiting my knowledge as I cannot learn anything further in this area. Also, I didn’t miss to work at pre-Christmas days.
Only the learning outcome with IT systems and talking to my supervisor, saying that I will quit this job, was very hard for me.
But, in the end, people encouraged me to not put myself down. Primarily, my family and friends supported me, which gave me the power to not regret my decisions.